Whats been up with Us!

Well, I have not blogged alot lately because I wanted to start doing more positives. And right now there is just not alot of positives with me.

We have been through the stomach flu,and the regular flu. The baby is still trying to get her 2 bottom teeth. My oldest is having issues in school. My middle one is going nuts. The person that I am married too got laid off....So it is just compounded all of the issues we were already having.

I feel like the kids and I are going down this horrible path with no end in sight. I want to see hope from him and a sign that he is going to change but I know it won't. I want to be out of our house and in an apartment that is in a safe place and where he won't be. I can't get ahead. I am tired of playing catch up and am tired of him being behind the eight ball.

I have prayed and prayed and cried and prayed for a sign from God to help me go down the correct path not so much for me but for the well being of my children. I am tired of giving him 2nd chances and 3rd chances...........

I need someone.