Final Offer

So last night I sat him down and said that the only reason I have agreed to no separation was because he stated he wanted to be in our family and be a part of our family. I said it all has to stop now. He needs to think about what he wants and if he is not going to change, stay home, and play an active role in the family life...Stop acting like a single person and staying out til all hours on the weekend...Come home, be with us, help with the kids....If that is not what you want....Then he should pack and leave.

I am over it. Neither the kids or I need it. Considering his overall temperment right now.....I am done. I am tired of waiting to see his mood and when the next axe is going to fall.

I have put up with alot in the 9 years of marriage. ALOT. Much my family has no clue about...especially some recent events.

I know that I am seeing what some of my friends have seen for years. I have finally opened my eyes to it all.

Taking Stock of the Things In Your Life

There comes a point in time where you have to take a long, hard look at yourself and decide if this is the person you want to be and the life you want for your family.

I am not the total person I want to be. This is not the way I want to live my life. And this is not the life I want for my children.

I will change this. I just need to figure out which piece to work on first.