Our Eventful Weekend

Who says life as a Mom of 3 kids is EVER dull and uneventful?????

Thursday I start getting sick, gotta love it when those sweet little ones share their germs. Along with that, my best friend Erin's water breaks and she goes into Labor.

Friday I have high fever and can barely talk. So the girls and I stay home from work. Amber was already off from school. I am cranky and squeaky all day but we never left the house.

The girls were good for the most part. Bailey put an entire tub of Amber's Hannah Montana lotion in her hair along with VICKS from the vaporizor.

Friday morning Kirsten Sarah Bracy was born.

Saturday it was really cold and I was feeling better, as was Kenzie. The older girls played well until around 3 and then I made the both take naps because they were so cranky. Thinking I would get a nap because Kenzie would sleep....NO she wants to sing to me LOL. I will upload the video tonight or tomorrow. It is really funny.

Sunday we have church, the girls have awanas and I got to go up and visit with Erin and baby Kirsten! And then it was the SUPERBOWL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And it was the day I learned exactly how heartbroken my oldest is over everything that is going on with Jay. It was the day that I decided either he agrees that we fix it with the help of someone else or we end it.

I think I know in my heart what truly needs to be done. I have contacted a lawyer. I just hate to do it. I hate to admit that its all a mistake. I am terrified of being a single Mom. But it is for the best. Things everywhere have changed. And if he is unwilling to change and move forward and get the help to deal with his past, then for the sake of my sanity and my children's mental well being.....It is time to end the marriage and move on!

I know I can do this. I am a strong woman. I have great conviction and I know that when I am ready to look again, the perfect match is out there for me.

I so wish that Mary Jo was alive right now. She would know the exact thing to say and do to make me understand it all. But I know I have family and good friends that will support my endeavors.